Anonymous asked: Wow, you're so pretty! You kind of look like Anne Hathaway! ;v;

Thank You! （●´∀｀）ノ♡
And gmnhghmn, I wish, she’s so beautiful ~
/kisses

Anonymous asked: Hi! I was just looking for cosplay videos and i saw your channel on youtube.. I think you are awesome :D and so random it's cute xD Sorry for being so weird but i just thought i'd let you know :) I don't have a tumblr nor a youtube account.. so my only choice was to tell you through here. Again sorry! Btw, my name is Emily. Take care! ^^

wow, seriously wow thank you so much Emily! (:
haha, I have the most random, useless youtube in the world but I’m really glad you found it entertaining ~
*hugs

Anonymous asked: Awww your such a qt with ur feelings and the like. And i get what you mean about slowly liking ppl. Like suddenly you realise they have eyelashes and a nose and lips , and they all look so nice but you cant touch them in the way you want. And you cant stare too long and you have to just imagine them, but looking at them is really much better than imagination ughh *high five on liking people who dont like u back*

*high five * ahhh, life
It’s really hard when it moves slowly, somehow, it becomes more dangerous. It’s not just a spur of the moment, it’s a feeling that grows and grows until you can’t tell where it begins and where it ends.
Oh and…t-thank you (:
Somehow I imagine myself as being more of a monster in the dark pit that is my heart, hollow even, than a cutie. So. Thank you.

Anonymous asked: why are you so atractive? stap it, stap being so atractive, please stap

gmhnfgmhngmh b-but I’m not?
like seriously my face is a human version of a fart
But omg thank you so much (◕‿◕✿)

slumberfish asked: i think you are a Pretty Cute and i always like reading about whatever is going on, when you post. you seem like a Rad Person and you have some equally Rad Art. (i hope you resolve your inner conflict, i know how you are feeling)

Man, you can’t even imagine how glad that makes me ;A; I always feel like I’m annoying my followers when I post personal stuff, but it’s stronger than me, all these unresolved issues and piled up feelings that just want to….burst!
And awww maan, you’re just so nice, I wish I could hug you
\(●´∀｀●\)
+ you seem way more rad than my awkward self fkjgkfghfkgh
and my art…I think I would’ve quit a lot more times if it wasn’t for your kind comments, and I mean it. Seriously.

unregisteredcat asked: If you wrote a song, what'd it be about? :3

If you are talking about that thing I think you are talking about then you already know the answer.
Not one song but several, in a musical about dicks.
Why?
Because in our last Project class I started singing a song about dicks, and now we’re actually trying to make a song about male genitalia. I blame the extensive amounts of exams I’m having this week as to why I reached such high levels of stupidity.

Anonymous asked: your art gives me artgasms :$

hnmgfnhgmng…that makes me so happy （●´∀｀）ノ♡
really, it does ~

Anonymous asked: well, I know this doesn't help much but I can say I kind of understand what you are feeling and that I hope that hopeless feeling you have gets better

Thank you, that actually does help (:
None of my friends understand this emptiness, this numb feeling of living life but not really enjoying it.
Whenever they are reminded of how I no longer have a father, they always look at me with pity and hope that will somehow help.
I thank them, but in fact…it doesn’t.
I understand that they don’t know what it feels like, I know that they are trying to be comprehensive and I hope, deep in my heart that they will never have to go trough the same as I do…but that doesn’t make it any better.

So…

Anonymous asked: did something happen?

Other than the casual screaming, name calling and lying…not much.
I’m just exhausted, tired of hearing her narrating stories to people on the phone, stories of things I never did, or will ever do, things she invents to justify her unjustifiable actions.
She’s not a horrible human being, but she never had a mother’s profile, she never treated me like all good mothers treat their sons and daughters.
Now, I miss my father above all. I miss his kindness and honesty, his smile and his big hands.
I miss him.
You could say…I miss being loved.
And I miss being happy.

cautiousamber asked: Hey, I just wanted to let you know that I saw a pic of your Arthur cosplay on my dash, and wow, it was so great! And the way you styled the wig was just perfect. I'm not really in the Hetalia fandom anymore, but it still made me extremely happy to see.

T-thank you! ;A;
I was out of the fandom for a while, but like most of the things I’m really into…I came back to it (:
That was actually my second time styling a wig, since then I ended up deciding that I’d separate the bangs a bit more so the eyebrows were more noticeable, but nothing more than that.
I’m currently working on other cosplays for Arthur too…but I’m waiting till the weather gets colder…otherwise I’d die while wearing them (: 

slumberfish asked: what are your five favorite cartoons from when you were a little kid and why? (alternatively: five favorite disney movies and why) (actually just do both please and thank)

I actually had a lot but I’ll try and do my top 5 (:
…I hope I’m not forgetting anything!

C A R T O O N S :
Scooby Doo! » when I was little, Scooby Doo was one of the coolest shows; I loved watching it so much that I knew certain lines by heart! I actually owned a replica of the Mystery Machine with all the characters and it was rightfully awesome…until my mother gave it to some other kid ;O;
Dartacão e os Três Moscãoteiros » I was such a big fan of this cartoon, that opening song is still one of my favourites! I actually don’t know the original name, but maybe you’ll recognize it? By the way, the sequel…in which he marries and has kids…is stupid -_-
Doraemon » It’s still one of my favourite cartoons! I loved it so much that I came to cosplay Nobita later on, and whenever I think about I can’t help but smile. I really liked Doraemon, I used to watch every day during lunch time, and I’d be amazed at how cool all of his gadgets were.
Lucky Luke » …was awesome! I owned the comics and VHS’s with the episodes so I was constantly watching and re-watching them. He’s faster than his shadow!
Tintin » Again, I started off by reading the comics and then instantly fell in love with the animations. I treasure those old VHS tapes like they’re a prized possession…which they are! It’s probably my favourite cartoon from all the ones I listed here <3

D I S N E Y | F I L M S :
The favourite cartoons list didn’t have a particular order…but I can assure you this one has ~
The Sword in The Stone » A film that I watched over 52 times, and no…I’m not exaggerating. It was and still is my favourite disney film, so whenever I was sad my father would always play it for me…so I could keep my mind off things that were too complicated for me to handle at that age.’ A legend is sung of when England was young, and knights were brave and bold…’
Peter Pan » Whys this is one film I still love to this day. I adored the story of Peter Pan, and regardless of how I wasn’t completely overjoyed with Peter’s design, I loved the tale too much to care <3
Pinocchio » I can barely remember why I loved this film, but I did; and there is one thing I can remember…there were certain parts of this film that both amazed and terrified me XD
But! I’ve been having a huge desire to re-watch it…’When you wish upon a star, makes no difference who you are’.
Pocahontas » A family friend of ours did the voice for Pocahontas in the PT-PT version, so not only did I love the film, but I loved Susana for being so awesome! The song ‘Colours of the Wind’ is well known and adored by my friends and I, here’s the PT-PT version with her voice in case you’re curious.
Mulan » I mean…come on, everybody loves Mulan (: ‘Let’s get down to business, to defeat the Huns, did they send me daughters, when I asked for sons?’.

Thank you for such an awesome question! *hugs*

Anonymous asked: (lol sorry if the asks are kind of boring, but I don't really know what to ask, so I just keep asking things I'm curious about)

haha, don’t worry! They’re actually very interesting ~

Anonymous asked: Do you still talk to this girl?

True!
I do, and though I’m not as lovestruck…or crushstruck (?) whatever you prefer XD, I still like her very much as a friend.
I’m not a person that falls in love easily, so if I do have a crush it may or may not last.
Actually, I think I only really fell in love once…lasting six years, and I was on my way to a second before I realised that it would only make me sad.
I am, however, a person that likes someone else even for the simplest of things. Very often it’s not the looks that I notice first, but his / her tastes, quirks, kindness and humour, etc. But I am human, and I do find a fair number of people attractive, and am attracted by it ~

Anonymous asked: the girl you had a crush was from your class

False! (:
I don’t think I ever had a crush on a girl from my class; the girl in question was someone I met in the good old web, and with whom I became friends later on (I have such precious friends from the internet / conventions, I know they probably think I’m weird and scary, but I adore them ;O; ).

Anonymous asked: you could fall for a girl

True!
If there’s one thing I always said, even when I was younger, was that even though I am more attracted to males, I never ruled out the chance of liking a girl (actually, I already had a crush on one too).